Tuesday, October 19, 2010

bearbear!

bearbear! a mini bearbear incident happened recently! hahaha. bt tink it's dying off! haha. jus felt tt jus now! hehehe. update u again wen i'm more certain! hehehhe.

love you!:D

kheng(:

Sunday, October 3, 2010

yay!:D

yay happy!:D haha. today's 3rd of Oct! now is 1121pm in singapore hours! hoho! i just talked to e idiot who is reading this for 2h! hahahaha. yay!

super happy! haha. coz haven't talked to norine tan for so long for quite some time! hahaha. as in even wen we were in sg, we usually were in a grp too. hehe. n we talked bout interesting stuff just now! "control freak"! hahahaha. yay!:D

yep. today jus nice 2weeks! haha. 2 weeks ago was still weeping at e airport. no no. at this time, was on ur uncle's car, haha. emo-ing on e car! hehehe! bt everything is fine now!:D haha. u jus told jade ours is a long-term friendship! haha. so hopefully we can always talk!:D hehe. even in 3 years time! hahaha.

yep. omg. haha. knew it's obvious tt my blog post for karen was different for kaka n u! hehe. oops! hopefully karen wun feel anything negative bout it! hehe. tho i wun noe also if she feels it! haha. bt yep. hopefully can talk to karen regularly also! hoho!

yep! kk! i'm just very happy!:D hehe. can go to bed happily le! hehehe. yay! love u bearbear!:D hehe.

kheng(:

Saturday, October 2, 2010

first entry

bearbear! this is e first entry.. i decided to write here.. coz i promised to share w u everything tt is gng thru in my life.. n i'm thinkin of sth now. n i really wish to share. n share w u. coz i jus haf this feeling tt u'll be here for me. not tt any of my other good frens, like kaka n jade (n of coz many others.. which i dun feel like listing:P) can't.. bt i jus feel like telling u.. bt i can't tell u. coz of e very simple reason tt u'll be affected by wat i say. be it big or small, positive n negative, u'll be affected. so i can't tell u. n i really dun wan to like skype u or email u, n tell u "bearbear, i'm upset over sth. bt i can't tell u." n make u worried over me in UK. coz it seems like u haven't fully adapted to UK's life yet. according to wat Jade said.. makes me feel like scolding u, why am i always not told of such things? izzit coz i nv ask u? or u too shy to tell me? hehe. i wrote in my private blog, i wun come after u for this. but i still wrote it!:P hehe. bt it's ok, coz u wun see it until some time later. n in tt "some time".. i will noe if u've been telling me things!:P Hehe.

yep. n i really wan to keep my promise. n of coz kheng really wants to share n tell someone.. just tt i can't say.. bt it's ok. u'll see this blog in sometime.. i dunno wen tt time will be. wen u've fully settled down? during ur hols wen u're free. n haf lesser worries n can be worried for me? wen u depart again nxt year? to make u touched over wat kheng has written. (i noe it can! coz i tried it out on yitong before!:P) maybe 10years later? i dunno. bt i jus feel like saying. n i also dunno how many blog entries will i be posting. long ones or short ones. how frequent. how e mood will be like/changing.. bt yep..

yep yep. i jus replied jade.. actually not just. tink bout an hour ago? haha. n i wrote "retarded." haha. e full stop made me read retarded e way u did. or i did wen talking to u. or jade did wen she talks to me. bt jus sth tt reminded me of u. yep. n i really wan to tell u e content of e msg i sent to her. n e things tt i didn't say in e msg. not sure if she inferred it. coz she can be quite blur at times!:P haha. bt anw. i jus can't say it.. yep..

all i can say is. i've sth to tell u. i wan to tell u sth.. bt i can't..

i can only tell u it's an identity crisis.

retarded rite? tell u so little! actually nothing much! haha. so retarded! hehe. bt nvm la hor. i tink this is really e time where "thought" is really e things tt counts. tt among so many ppl, u're e one tt i feel like saying this too. hehe. n dun b jealous k! haha. coz u're e only one tt i've said this too. haha. so however little u noe.. it's e most among all of kheng's frens!:D hehe.

yep. love u bearbear! now is 1645 in Sg's time, on 02-10-10. u shld b in paris now, visiting? n maybe will go drinking tonight! hopefully u'll enjoy urself a lot a lot! enough to make u love your life in UK n Europe. bt still have this desire within u in running back to us. haha. so it's like our RV's motto(izzit motto?), "rooted in tradition, equipped in e future". haha. jus checked. nope. it's vision! haha. actually i forgot e 2nd part of e quote! n went to check. n shall go public blog now to blog! hehe.

yep yep.

love u bearbear(:

kheng(: